Begitu Cepat Masa Berlalu

Assalamualaikum...

Pejam celik pejam celik da 32 tahun insan bernama Wan Roslina Binti Wan Kadir berada di dunia ini. Di lahirkan oleh arwah bonda tercinta, Allahyarham Wan Kemala Binti Wan Daud dan diazankan buat pertama kali di telinga oleh arwah ayahanda tercinta, Allahyarham Wan Kadir Bin Wan Mohamed pada 08 September 32 tahun yang lepas.

Masih terasa kasih sayang yang dicurahkan oleh keduanya walaupun sudah hampir 13 tahun keduanya telah meninggalkan anak bongsu yang banyak kerenah ni. Semoga roh kedua bonda dan ayahanda dimasukkan ke dalam golongan orang-orang yang beramal soleh dan dijauhkan dari seksa kubur sehingga hari kiamat. AMIN.

Selama 13 tahun ini banyak onak duri yang aku terpaksa tempuhi. Rasa macam drama swasta plak. Alhamdulillah mungkin atas berkat ajaran dan doa kedua arwah orang tua membuatkan aku sentiasa tabah dan berjaya menempuhi segala cabaran. Alhamdulillah aku juga dikurniakan adik beradik yang mengambil berat melayan kerenah aku ni. Keluarga yang aku takkan sekali-kali nak tukarkan dengan orang lain, keluarga yang banyak memberi dorongan dan sokongan. Wujudnya masalah dalam keluarga sebenarnya ada hikmah di sebaliknya sekiranya direnung semula. I LOVEEEEE MY FAMILY.

Begitu juga kawan-kawan yang sentiasa mewarnai hidup ini. Seindah pelangi dan kadang-kadang semendung warna awan. Semua itu meninggalkan kenangan yang akan diingat sampai bila-bila.

"Ya Allah aku bersyukur atas nikmat dan kurnia-Mu. Lindungi aku dan keluargaku dan kawan-kawanku dan seluruh umat Islam di bumi-Mu ini dari malapetaka dan kesusahan. Lindungi dan bantulah rakyat Palestin yang sedang berjuang demi-Mu. Lindungilah umat-umat Islam yang sedang berjuang demi Islam di mana sahaja mereka berada. AMIN YA-RABB ALAMIN."

Ramadhan ya Ramadhan...

Doa Ramadhan Dari Hari Pertama hingga ke hari 30

Hari Pertama
"Ya Allah, jadikanlah puasaku, puasa orang benar-benar berpuasa. Dan ibadah malamku, ibadah orang benar-benar mengerjakan ibadah. Dan jagalah aku dari tidurnya orang yang lalai. Hapuskanlah dosaku wahai Tuhan sekalian alam. Dan Ampunilah aku wahai Tuhan Maha Pengampun daripada segala dosa."

Hari Kedua
"Ya Allah, dekatkan aku kepada keredhaan Mu dan jauhkan aku daripada kemurkaan serta balasan Mu. Berilah aku kemampuan membaca ayat-ayat Mu dengan rahmat Mu, wahai Tuhan Maha Pengasih"

Hari Ketiga
"Ya Allah limpahkan aku dengan kecerdikan fikiran dan kewaspadaan serta jauhkan aku daripada kebodohan dan kesesatan. Sediakan bahagian ku daripada kebaikan yang Kau turunkan., demi kemurahan Mu, wahai Tuhan Maha Pemurah daripada segala dermawan."

Hari Keempat
"Ya Allah berilah kekuatan kepada ku untuk melaksanakan perintah Mu dan berilah aku kemanisan berzikir. Berilah aku kekuatan melahirkan kesyukuran dengan kemuliaan Mu. Dan jagalah aku dengan jagaan dan perlindungan Mu, wahai Tuhan Maha Melihat."

Hari Kelima
"Ya Allah, tempatkan aku di kalangan orang yang sentiasa memohon keampunan. Jadikanlah aku hamba Mu yang soleh serta jadikanlah aku di kalangan auliya' (orang yang mendapat keutamaan Mu) yang hampir di sisi Mu dengan kelembutan Mu, wahai Tuhan yang Maha Pengasih daripada segala pengasih."

Hari Keenam
"Ya Allah, janganlah aku dihina kerana perbuatan maksiat ku kepada Mu dan janganlah menyeksa ku dengan balasan Mu. Jauhkan aku daripada sesuatu yang boleh mendatangkan kemurkaan Mu, dengan anugerah dan bantuan Mu, wahai kemuncak keinginan orang yang berkeinginan."

Hari Ketujuh
"Ya Allah bantulah aku untuk mengerjakan puasa dan ibadah malamnya. Jauhkanlah aku daripada dosa-dosanya. Dan berilah aku zikir untuk mengingati Mu secara berterusan, dengan taufik (petunjuk) Mu wahai Pemberi petunjuk kepada orang yang sesat."

Hari Kelapan
"Ya Allah, berilah aku rezeki berupa kasih sayang kepada anak-anak yatim, pemberi makanan, penyebar salam dan bergaul dengan mulia, dengan kemuliaan Mu tempat berlindung orang yang berharap."

Hari Kesembilan
"Ya Allah, sediakan bagi ku sebahagian daripada keluasan rahmat Mu. Berilah aku petunjuk dengan ajaran-ajaran Mu. Bimbinglah aku menuju keredhaan Mu yang penuh dengan kecintaan Mu, wahai Harapan orang yang merindu."

Hari Kesepuluh
"Ya Allah, jadikan aku di antara orang bertawakal kepada Mu dan jadikan aku di kalangan orang yang menang di sisi Mu. Ya Allah, jadikan aku di kalangan orang yang dekat di sisi Mu. Dengan ihsan Mu wahai tempat tuju orang yang memohon."

Hari Kesebelas
"Ya Allah, tanamkan dalam diri ku kecintaan melakukan kebaikan dan kebencian melakukan perbuatan maksiat serta fasik. Ya Allah jauhkan ku daripada kemurkaan Mu dan seksaan api neraka, dengan pertolongan Mu wahai Tuhan yang menolong orang memerlukan pertolongan."

Hari Kedua Belas
"Ya Allah, hiasilah diri ku dengan penutup dan kesucian. Tutuplah diri ku dengan pakaian kesederhanaan dan kerelaan. Tempatkan aku di jalan keadilan dan keikhlasan. Amankan diri ku daripada setiap perkara yang aku takut, dengan penjagaan Mu, wahai Penjaga orang yang takut."

Hari Ketiga Belas
"Ya Allah, bersihkan diri ku daripada kekotoran dan kehinaan. Berilah kesabaran kepada ku untuk menerima segala ketentuan. Berilah kemampuan kepada ku untuk bertakwa dan bergaul dengan orang baik, dengan bantuan Mu wahai Pengharap orang yang miskin."

Hari Keempat Belas
"Ya Allah, jangan aku dihukum disebabkan kekeliruan yang ku lakukan. Ampunkan aku daripada kesalahan dan kebodohan. Janganlah kau jadikan diri ku sasaran bala dan malapetaka, dengan kemuliaan Mu wahai Kemuliaan kaum Muslimin."

Hari Kelima Belas
"Ya Allah limpahkan rezeki kepada ku berupa ketaatan orang yang khusyuk. Lapangkan dada ku dengan taubat orang yang menyesal, dengan keamanan Mu wahai keamanan orang yang takut."

Hari Keenam Belas
"Ya Allah, berilah kemampuan kepada ku untuk menjalani kehidupan seperti mana kehidupan orang baik. Jauhkan bagi ku kehidupan orang yang melakukan kejahatan. Lindungilah aku dengan rahmat Mu hingga ke alam akhirat, demi ketuhanan Mu wahai Tuhan sekalian alam."

Hari Ketujuh Belas
"Ya Allah, tunjukkan bagi ku amal kebajikan dan penuhilah hajat serta cita-cita ku, wahai Tuhan yang Maha Mengetahui segala keperluan tanpa ungkapan permohonan. Wahai yang Maha Mengetahui segala yang ada dalam hati sekalian makhluk. Selawat dan salam ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W dan keluarga baginda yang suci."

Hari Kelapan Belas
"Ya Allah, sedarkan aku untuk mencari keberkatan. Terangkan hati ku secerah cahaya dan bimbinglah aku serta anggota ku untuk mengikuti segala ajaran Mu, dengan cahaya Mu wahai Penerang hati orang yang bijak."

Hari Kesembilan Belas
"Ya Allah, penuhkan bahagian ku dengan keberkatan dan mudahkan bagi ku menuju ke arah kebaikan. Jangan Kau jauhkan aku daripada ketenteraman kebaikan, wahai Pemberi petunjuk kepada kebenaran."

Hari Kedua Puluh
"Ya Allah, bukakan bagi ku pintu-pintu syurga dan tutupkan bagiku pintu-pintu neraka. Berilah kemampuan kepada ku untuk membaca ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran, wahai Pemberi ketenangan dalam hati orang beriman."

Hari Kedua Puluh Satu
"Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk untuk mendapat keredhaan Mu. Janganlah Engkau biarkan syaitan menguasai diri ku. Jadikan syurga tempat tinggal dan berehat bagi ku, wahai Pelaksana keperluan orang meminta."

Hari Kedua Puluh Dua
"Ya Allah, bukakan bagi ku pintu kelebihan dan turunkan bagi ku keberkatan Mu. Berilah kepada ku untuk melakukan sesuatu yang mendatangkan keredhaan Mu dan tempatkan aku dalam syurga Mu yang luas, wahai Penjawab doa orang dalam kesempitan."

Hari Kedua Puluh Tiga
"Ya Allah bersihkan aku daripada segala dosa dan jauhkan diri ku daripada keaiban serta tanamkan ketakwaan dalam hati ku, wahai Pengampun kesalahan orang yang berdosa."

Hari Kedua Puluh Empat
"Ya Allah, aku bermohon kepada Mu perkara yang mendatangkan keredhaan Mu. Aku berlindung dengan Mu daripada perkara yang mendatangkan kemarahan Mu dan aku bermohon kepada Mu kemampuan untuk mentaati Mu serta menghindari kemaksiatan terhadap Mu, wahai Pemberi kepada yang meminta."

Hari Kedua Puluh Lima
"Ya Allah, jadikan aku orang yang menyintai auliya' Mu dan memusuhi musuh Mu. Jadikan aku pengikut sunnah nabi Mu, wahai Penjaga hati para Nabi."

Hari Kedua Puluh Enam
"Ya Allah, jadikan usaha ku sebagai usaha yang sentiasa disyukuri, dosa-dosa ku sebagai dosa yang diampuni, kebaikan ku sebagai kebaikan yang diterima dan keaiban ku sebagai keaiban yang ditutupi, wahai Tuhan Maha Mendengar daripada semua pendengar."

Hari Kedua Puluh Tujuh
"Ya Allah, berilah rezeki berbentuk ganjaran Lailatul Qadar kepada ku, ubahkan perkara sulit menjadi mudah, makbulkan permintaan maaf ku dan hapuskan dosa serta kesalahan ku, wahai Tuhan Maha Penyayang kepada hamba soleh."

Hari Kedua Puluh Lapan
"Ya Allah, penuhkan hidup ku dengan amalan sunnah dan muliakan aku dengan diterimanya semua permintaan, wahai Tuhan yang tidak disibukkan oleh permintaan orang meminta."

Hari Kedua Puluh Sembilan
"Ya Allah, hiasilah aku dengan rahmat Mu dan berikanlah aku petunjuk serta penjagaan Mu. Bersihkan hati ku dengan fitnah, wahai Pengasih kepada hamba yang beriman."

Hari Ketiga Puluh
"Ya Allah, jadikan puasa ku disertai dengan rasa syukur dan diterima oleh Mu melalui jalan keredhaan Mu serta keredhaan Rasul Mu, cabangnya yang kukuh dan kekuatan keberkatan, demi kenabian Muhamad S.A.W dan keluarga baginda yang suci dan segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan sekalian alam."

I felt cheated...

Feelings...feelings...feelings

Lonely? nope...

4 seasons? create 4 different feelings... ;)

Looking is doing something...hehehehehe

There's nothing wrong to show your feeling....

Assalamualaikum...

I dunno how to express what i feel right now...deep inside me i felt cheated by someone i tried to gain trust but...i dunno...so many times before i try to entice my own self to not having bad thought towards this person but i guess 5 minutes ago all my effort was useless...

I will try to be strong...i have families and friends which i need to spend more time with them (besides my pets)...i never regret to know this person...this person did teach me a lot about life...being your own self is important...feel the freedom and do what you think is best and it can make you appreciate life more...i discover a lot of new things i did enjoy doing...i love cooking...i love green plants planting...i love barbecue...i love exercising...i love what i did right now...i love myself...

I would love to say thank you and feel very grateful towards Allah...Alhamdulillah for giving me the opportunity to understand and know myself better...for giving me all the wonderful people around me...give me feelings that make life merrier...for not let me being an emotionless person...i laugh...i cry..i smile...i smirk...all of them need feelings...so thank you...

"SAVE GAZA AND ALL OTHER MUSLIMS IN NEED...ALLAHUAKBAR!!!!"

Wassalam

bbq...office

yummmmmmy...

Assalamualaikum...

Last weekend was a bbq craze...hehehehe i bought 2 new bbq sets...this weekend is our gathering event at taman pertanian malaysia...there will be a bbq during the gathering...we are doing potluck and i was going to do bbq...fish...one of us will bring the chicken...so we had distributing all the menus so that there will be no 2 people bringing the same menu...we want it to be variety...eventhough there are only 8 person confirmed to come but i guess it will be quite an event...there will be a lot to catch up...can't wait for the time to come...so last sunday and monday i did practice (hehehehe not really...it just that when there is a new bbq set...then i have to try to use it) on my verandah (as i live in an apartment) to do small bbq for 2 person...me n my housemate (and of course for comel and manja-all the bones)...it takes quite a time for it to properly cooked but it worth it...

Last week and this week the office telephone was ringing and most of it make the receptionist angry...usually when you want to ask for the boss' telephone number...the staff will not be allowed to give it eventhough the caller told that he was an old friend or other lame excuses...you will be asked to leave a message and phone number so that the boss can call back if you are really his friend or someone he knew...then when you dealing with a formal call you should have some manner...you just can't simply use harsh voice and language so that people on the other side will entertain you properly and in a good manner too...all the matter can be settled nicely and quickly...so people out there...please have a good manner even when talking to your friends..

I'm taking half day leave today to settle certain things...hope everything will be fine...AMIN

"SAVE GAZA!!!!!! ALLAHUAKBAR!!!!"

Wassalam

Septemberian...

Me the septemberian...

* Sangat bersopan santun & bertolak ansur.
* Sangat cermat, teliti & teratur.
* Suka menegur kesilapan orang lain & mengkritik.
* Pendiam tapi pandai bercakap.
* Sikap sangat cool, sangat baik & mudah simpati.
* Sangat perihatin & terperinci, amanah, setia & jujur.
* Kerja yang dilakukan sangat sempurna.
* Sangat sensitif yang tidak diketahui.
* orang yang banyak berfikir.
* Daya pentaakulan yang baik.
* Otak bijak & mudah belajar.
* Suka mencari maklumat.
* Kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritik.
* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.
* Mudah memahami orang lain kerana banyak menyimpan rahsia.
* Suka sukan, hiburan & melancong.
* Kurang menunjukkan perasaannya.
* Terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan.
* Terlalu memilih pasangan.
* Sukakan benda yang luas.
* Bersistematik

Sata...Putrajaya...Seremban...TPM

Mana nasik?

First time gi Indian wedding di Seremban...nice..

Sata ketam...resepi dari seorang kawan...sedapppp
(p/s: buat last month...)

Me n zura kat puncak menara pandang jauh di Taman Pertanian Malaysia

Not so early morning at Tasik Putrajaya...besttt...

Assalamualaikum...

This week comel cam merajuk sebab kena tinggalkan dia ngan manje 2 hari...huhu tapi semalam tido kat bilik gak...biasa ar...binatang pun ada perasaan...semalam belikan makanan dalam tin utk dia...selalu belikan yg dalam paket...saje nak tengok boleh tak comel n manja habiskan satu tin kecik tu sekali makan...minggu ni eksperimen jugak ngan jenis mknan kering yg baru...kalau 2-2 boley terima mknan baru tu...kira ok la...selalu mkn mknan sama pun boring gak...hehehe

Bulan lepas dapat satu resepi baru...selalu mkn sata (sejenis mknan dari terengganu) yang dibuat dari ikan tapi ada kawan yang buat cuba guna isi ketam...dia kata sedap...jadi bulan lepas beli blender sebab semata2 nak buat sata ketam tu...bila da buat memang sedap cuma maybe silap teknik sket sebab isi dia cam berderai...resepinya sama macam nak buat sata ikan cuma bukan guna isi ikan tapi guna jejari ketam...kalau nak guna isi ketam yang betul tu...alamatnye mahal la kosnye...kalau nak tau resepi...google je...pastu gantikan ikan dengan ketam...cuba la buat...gerenti best...

Weekend yang best sebab going out bukan semata2 nak gi shopping complex ke or lepak2 without any tujuan ke or sebab ada keja ke...just kuar doing things yang rasa cam relaks je...after work on friday balik umah jap...packing pape yg patut...after isya' bertolak ke my bestfriend's house di sri serdang...tido awal sebab penat...

Esoknye pagi2 ke tasik putrajaya...konon nak jogging...hehehehe sekali da panas la plak...so bersessi fotografi je la sambil piknik kat wakaf tepi tasik tu...pastu gi round kawasan rumah tun mahathir n lim kok wing...hmmmmm besar n mewah...ada jugak terfikir if they donate half of the money to orang yang betul2 miskin for dirikan rumah yang asas...maybe boley dapat more than 200 houses...considering the land diberi by government...so i did took some pictures but i guess i can't upload them here since it was a private property...diaorg pun nak privacy gak kan...so me n my bestfriend round2 lagi sekitar tasik tu and pastu balik umah...before going to seremban for her officemate wedding that evening...both of us watching dvd yang da lama kitaorg beli but takde masa nak tengok...sempat la tengok 2 out of 10...hehehehehe very enjoyable...

Lepas asar terus bertolak and keluar je umah ujan lebat turun...half way to the highway...my bestfriend almost nak berpatah balik...but me insist sebab alang2 da bersiap nak ke sana baik teruskan...so sampai kat nilai ada accident jadi jam sket...sejam lebey jugak le baru sampai...ni first time i attended an indian wedding ceremony...selama ni asyik tengok kat tv je...mula2 sampai tu rasa pelik jugak sebab 98% are indians...semua yang pompuan pakai sari yg cantik2...then masa makan...i took semua lauk yang ada sebab diaorg kata caterer dia memang masak sedap...tak silap nama caterer dia aneka rrasa (the r is double)...hehehehe tenggelam nasi...nampak lauk je kat pinggan tu...quite spicy but memang sedap...ada ayam (cam rendang)... mutton (kari)... dalca... popadam... tauhu (masak merah)... acar... salad buah (potong dadu)... mmmmmm best... balik malam tu pun da agak lewat...pukul 10 baru sampai umah...

Pagi esoknya da janji ngan my friend nak ke taman pertanian malaysia (tpm) kat bukit cahaya seri alam sebab nak buat survey untuk gathering sekolah lama...pegi breakfast kat seksyen 2 dulu...punya la syok berborak sampai sejam lebih kat situ...kul 10.30 baru sampai ke tpm...tempat ni memang best bagi sesapa yang suka ngan suasana tenang...ada perkhidmatan bas (open air bus) free yang mengelilingi satu taman tu...dua kali gak la kitaorg naik bas tu...berenti kat tempat yg menarik pastu jalan2 masuk ke dalam sket n pastu kuar semula naik bas lagi...nak ke danau perikanan tempat nak buat gathering tu quite penat la gak...kena jalan masuk ke dalam...600m gak la...masa pegi ok la sebab turun bukit...masa balik semput gak la sebab kena mendaki...hehehehe bergambar kira sakan gak la...

Secara keseluruhannya ujung minggu lepas tak la rasa stressful sangat...go with the flow...masa tu takde la fikir benda yang berat2...rasanye lepas ni kena la selalu berjalan kaki kat tempat2 yang environment dia tenang...sblom ni selalu gak berjalan kaki tapi kat shopping complex ke or kat kawasan bandar yang sesak...so sekali sekala tukar suasana ok gak...today rasa sakit jugak ar peha n betis sebab da lama tak jalan kaki jauh2...hehehehehe

Hmmmm lunch hour da abis...nak kena sambung keja...hidup perlu diteruskan...tapi kadang2 kita kena buat perkara yang kita suka dan enjoy supaya kita dapat rasa nikmat hidup dan bersyukur dengan anugerah yang Allah berikan kepada kita...Alhamdulillah...redha dengan apa yang kita ada dan berusaha untuk dapatkan lebih...tapi biar berpada...akhir kata...sayangi diri kita dan mereka di sekeliling kita...hidup ini indah kalau kita jadikan ia indah...AMIN


SAVE GAZA!!!! ALLAHUAKBAR!!!!

Wassalam

Lipstick jungle and kyung jin park...

The formal photography session (Form 3SE)

The un-formal photography session (Form 2SE)

The christmas card from Kyung Jin

Kyung Jin a.k.a Bobby

The 3 women of Lipstick Jungle

Assalamualaikum...

Manja n comel are getting along very well now...Alhamdulillah everything went as planned...as now the expenditure become double...hehehehehe but i enjoying it...anyone know how to toilet trained cats [as how to make them poo in the toilet :) ]...for now i have to prepare sand for them...i live in the apartment and will not let them go out regularly because of the dogs and people...and they might lost...huhu

Now i was watching a new series on hallmark channel every thursday night...the lipstick jungle featuring 3 women living in a tough city...a look at the lives of nico reilly (kim raver), wendy healy (brooke shield) and victory ford (lindsay price)...three of "new york's 50 most powerful women" according to the new york post...the series show their love life and their career...the ups and downs...eventhough none resembling mine but good to know and good for entertainment...what shown in the series actually happen in real life outside...not only in new york city but here in malaysia...it was not impossible as now a lot of women have good career prospect and busy with their work...so for women out there...do not play with fire...think about your family and sometimes be humble and accept what had been destined and be thankful to Allah...actually in every movies or tv series i watched (especially on lifestyle and true story)...i always did a lot of thinking and make my own conclusion on what actually the writer wanted to tell you...i do not really care much for most of the action movies or action tv series because its only for fun watching...so i guess i was not wasting my time while watching...hehehehe i did some thinking to keep my brain works during watching and not wasting my tears for nothing... ;)

Oh ya...i wanted to thank my friend from korea named kyung jin park a.k.a bobby...i'd known her during my business trip to korea on may last year...she had given me her e-mail address and friendster site but i guess she was not an information technology person...she did sent me a "christmast card" last year...i received it after my trip to australia...she was so nice and sweet by still remembering me eventhough on the wrong event...but till now i haven't replied to her yet...i've bought a card already but keep forgetting...so i guess today i'll send her the card with a small token from malaysia and australia...hope she will like it...

Hmmm on 08.03.2009...there will be a gathering for my former secondary school...can't wait to meet them after almost 16 years (from form 3...for some of them) hope a lot of them can come...miss you all so much...its almost lunch hour now...my colleagues asked me out for lunch today...so i guess i finished this up before we go out...take care

Last but not least...SAVE GAZA!!!! BOYCOTT ISRAEL!!!! ALLAHUAKBAR

Wassalam

False alarm

Ni mak tiri bagi makan...hehehehe makan sampai kenyang...pastu tidooooo

Keli sana keli sini...mana2 pun keli...

Assalamualaikum...

Hmmmm the last 2 days are really tough for me...but Alhamdulillah today everything back to normal eventhough the 'false alarm' after effect was knocking me down quite badly but i survived...surviving it does not as hard as living with it...hahahaha i dunno what i was mumbling about...i just need to write it down somewhere...and only me know what actually happen...

So late last night i got a kitten...named manja as it voice so soft and when i mentioned the name...she just keep quite...actually after the drama scene...wink wink...i got a call from my officemate as she promised me to give me a kitten after cny...so after midnight last night i went to the entrance to take her...the entrance to my apartment will be locked after midnight...so i took her in my sapphire from the entrance to home...it keep 'miao'ing while i drive and when i called her manja...she stopped but i dunno why as it was dark in the car...hehehehehe she sit on the floor at the c0-driver side...so i guess she likes the name...i put her inside the cage to let comel familiar with her existence...and guess what...early morning comel sit at the door and noisily 'miao'ing till i woke up and opened the door for her...after 5 minutes i heard they were arguing...manja's voice not so manja anymore...so i went out and took comel back inside...

Manja is totally not like biru...she was quite an active kitten as mentioned by my officemate...her mother in law want to throw manja away as manja's mother got pregnant again and manja still a kitten...so my officemate offered me to take her...and i think comel need a companion...she was alone at the house when i went to the office...animals like humans too...they need companion to live with and being loved...the difference is they don't have the ability to think like us human...so welcome to the family manja...i'll post her picture later...

So thats it...i feel a big relief when i found out the last 2 days are nothing to be worried of...hint hint (actually just wanna make myself happy but no string attached)

Don't forget to pray for the safety of our friends in Palestine...and play our part to ensure they will live in good condition in near future...a simple prayer or contribution means a lot to them...Insya Allah

Wassalam

Need some time

My new baby

Assalamualaikum...

Just a short note here...Alhamdulillah i think i'd prepared enough to be told the news...i'd enough tears and now i become a new person and will lead my life to the fullest...Insya Allah...doakan for me...AMIN

Doakan kebaikan dan kesejahteraan untuk rakan-rakan kita di Palestine...Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar!

Wassalam

Wanna keep writing...

Shush...go away bad thought and keep the good one...

Assalamualaikum...

Hmmmm just wanna write short notes je...my mind keep thinking and thinking and thinking...dunno why...tak tau how to express it but i wanna let it out so that it will not only kept in my mind and maybe can make me explode...hmmmmm ya Allah...tenangkan hati dan fikiran hamba-Mu ini...satu apa keja takleh nak buat ni...all the files da terbukak depan mata n meja da penuh but dunno where to start...i guess i need to set the priority in my life...not only my daily life but the future as well...but talk about the future...it terrified me...i always see me and me only in that view...of course with families and friends but...huhu

Ok i guess i know what to do now...maybe the short notes will continue and continue till i know what i'm looking for...doakan for me...AMIN

Wassalam

Late last night...

Hiding from the fright

Assalamualaikum...

Semalam i was doing some thinking...why sometimes when we want to run away from something or someone...they become more closer...they keep coming and haunting us until at one point we just gave up and just let it be how it wanna be...after some time...it become worse when we start to get use to their existence and we know we gonna lose them in near future...and once again we try to create a gap but we are afraid what will be the outcome...because this time it can make us feel miserable as we had invincible connection to them...the connection that was not easy to get rid of...i was thinking about it till i fell asleep and forgot to wash my feet...and guess what...i had a nightmare...it was not really a nightmare but the feel i got out of it was the worry of losing something or someone while we had them...i dunno how to explain it but i hope it will go away as it keep me thinking till i was on my chair in the office this morning...

But life goes on...we not only have one thing to think in life...there are a lot more...so i guess i need to brace up myself and keep moving and hope i'll be ready when the time come...i've lost a lot in life before so losing once again may just add up to the old list and it will take some time to absorb it...do pray for me...AMIN

Wassalam

Congrats

Wan Afrah...Mohd Safwan...Wafiyah

Assalamualaikum...

Just wanna wish congratulation for the new parents...Alhamdulillah everything selamat...sorry lambat wish...da sebulan lebih umo wafiyah...borned on 24th december 2008 at 12.38 p.m kat women's and children's hospital adelaide...tahniah tahniah and hope more coming after this...AMIN

Moksu doakan semua berjalan dengan baik dan wafiyah membesar menjadi seorang anak yang soleh wa musleh...dapat membanggakan ummi n baba dia...sihat tubuh badan dan cergas...Insya Allah...to kak long n afan...jaga diri dan sayang korang sokmo...rindu la nak jumpa kak long...hehehehe skang da tak boley nak cubit2 pipi tu...nanti afan jeling...hehehehe

Hmmmmm sweet memories kat adelaide and thank you to kak yah...abe lae...kak long...afan...wafiyah sebab make it more sweeter and memorable...next time boley pegi lagi...Insya Allah...wink wink

Wassalam

My Sapphire

Hantar tinted

Assalamualaikum...

Sapphire blue...tu my TAU 8977 nyer colour...Alhamdulillah semuanye ok...perjalanan pergi dan balik gimme 2 perasaan berbeza...on the way pergi rasa sedih sebab nak hantar BGP 3080 kepada tuan baru...on da way balik plak rasa double happy sebab tuan baru BGP 3080 is my own sis and dapat pandu balik TAU 8977...kalau balik kampung ngan TAU 8977 pun nanti boley jumpa ngan BGP 3080...hehehehe panjang citernye why tak jadi jual my cute white kancil...anyway yg penting semuanya ok...

Allah sayangkan hamba-Nya...masa nak pergi ari tu da rasa cam tayar BGP tu da tak elok...memang nak hantar baiki but my sis kata tak yah sebab nanti just hantar to the agent just as it is...jadi tawakal je la balik kampung sorang2...so bila balik KL semula my sis tepon kata tayar BGP tercabut while my bro in law bawak...dia kata bearing da berkarat...Alhamdulillah nothing bad happen sebab memandu kat kampung mana bawak laju2...can u imagine kalau tayar tu tercabut while i was driving back to besut...tak ke naya kalau kena masa tgh drive laju2 kat highway or kena kat tgh2 utan between lipis to gua musang tu...memang masa balik tu bila tayar tu berbunyi memang dalam hati tak abis2 berdoa supaya nothing bad happen...sebab tu first time tak hantar servis before berjalan jauh...now semua da ok n BGP pun da dibaiki...Allah da mengatur the best for us...jadi kalau something bad happen...try to get the best out of it...Insya Allah tak le terasa kecewa sangat...

Hmmmm pasal comel plak...masa cny tu dia kuar umah 2 hari tak balik...pastu bila balik da kurus semula...eeeee geram btol skang ni suka nak merayap keluar...kalau tau balik sendiri takpe tapi ni nak kena selalu alert ngan bunyi loceng dia tu...selalu panggil tak balik jadi bila dengar je loceng dia kena cepat2 panggil dia n nanti kena tunggu kat pintu...hehehehe bila da balik tu mula la buat muka kesian...pastu bila bagi makan cepat je abis...pastu tido tak ingat dunia sampai semalaman...tapi tak kisah la asalkan dia ada kat umah...kalau tak...hati pun tak senang...selalu duk panggil2 dia n duk risau kalau2 ada yang pukul dia ke...tapi takleh nak salahkan dia gak...boring gak duk terperap kat dalam umah tu...kalau duk umah atas tanah takpe...ni duk tingkat 1...tapi comel bukan selalu pun nak kuar...kadang2 tu saje je bukak pintu nak suruh dia kuar masuk...tapi tak nak pulak dia kuar...hmmmm tgk angin la kot...hehehehe hopefuly takde la selalu datang angin dia tu...

Pasal gi aussie yg saya kata nak sambung citer tu...nampaknye tertangguh dulu...hehehehe got many things in my mind now...nanti da clear sket nanti saya sambung...k la...kali ni saya masukkan gambar my sapphire tu...Alhamdulillah rasa puas hati n bersyukur sangat sebab everything gone smoothly walaupun rancangan asal terpesong sket but it end up pretty well...

Ok la got to go...lunch hour almost finish...take care

Wassalam

TAU 8977

Proud parents and aunties and uncle...congrats

Kat dalam library...besar n seram je

Bee on flower

Delayed train to Sydney for 2 hours...

Southern Cross Station for trains and buses...all under 1 roof...

Tunggu city circle...free tram round Melbourne...

Sydney Harbour Bridge

Sydney Opera House

Loh and Asiah at one of the park...santai...

Visit Malaysia advertisement di one of the subway

Atas feri round perairan Sydney...

Kat Victoria Harbour...

Assalamualaikum...

Hmmmm esok balik besut...nak jumpa ngan TAU 8977...hehehehe my new cute blue car...eventhough sedih nak lepaskan BGP 3080...my cute white car sebab it was my first car...banyak jasa dia for me...bape kali da bawak balik besut...bring me here and there but i guess it was time for me to move on and welcome a new thing in my life...i had been thinking a lot about this and my conclusion is...it was the right time to welcome 2009 by buying something big...buying a new car is a big thing in my life...and ending the 2008 by traveling to aussie is another big thing...hope to end 2009 by doing something big also...a wedding maybe...doakan ye...hehehehe...AMIN...

BGP 3080 is a white kancil...i bought a second hand car and i choose the old model of kancil because i don't really like the new kancil design...especially the dashboard and the aircond outlet...for me the old design is better...my best friend's father carikan BGP 3080...puas hati sesangat sebab dapat what i wish for...huhu sedih la plak nak hantar dia kat tuan baru...my agent da jumpa pembeli jadi sampai je besut terus berpindah tangan...hope my BGP 3080 akan dijaga baik-baik by the new owner...thanks for being very helpful all this while...

TAU 8977 is a blue viva...it is my favourite colour and also it has my birth date printed on it...8 September 1977...specially booked...hehehehe ingat TAU 8977 is my birth date...selama ni memang berangan nak dapatkan kereta with my birth date as the plate number...Alhamdulillah akhirnye tercapai and the colour hampir-hampir a history sebab viva biru tinggi permintaan dia and my agent cakap kalau nak cepat i have to take other colour...but i refused and cakap kat dia i can wait as long as it is a blue colour...so kesian kat dia kelam kabut gi cari and finally...Alhamdulillah last monday keta sampai n skang ada at my sis's porch...esok nak balik jumpa TAU 8977...doakan my journey balik and pulang dengan selamatnya...

Okay...enough on the car...ada citer sikit about comel my lovely cat...rasanye dia tak pregnant as i suspected before...selalu gak duk gosok2 perut dia yg da semakin membesar tu tapi can't detect any baby...maybe perut makin besar sebab makan banyak or memang ada baby tapi still tak dapat rasa by hand dari luar...so i guess kena tunggu dulu la...kalau dia pregnant bagus gak...hehehe dapat kittens...dulu jaga comel pun sejak dia kecik...at least ada la jugak kawan...

Kat sini saya letakkan gambar-gambar masa ke aussie sikit...ini mana yang ada dalam simpanan and from my nephew...hehehehe congrats on your convo...ingat ar...kalau naik pangkat kena blanje...hehehehe

Hope u enjoy the reading and pictures...jaga diri dan doakan untuk saya...

Wassalam

Alhamdulillah...

Assalamualaikum...

Akhirnya cuti2 aussie selesai dgn jayanye...walau ada kecoh2 a little bit but it's normal...baru ada sweet memories yg nak diceritakan...even on the last day keja pun kecoh gak with last minute keja but everything settle...my lovely cat named biru mati on that day...sedih but rasanye better like that...luckily the packing settle the night before n last mlm before departure i was taking care of her till 4 in the morning...bila balik keja she passed away...rasanye baru lagi sebab bdn dia still panas...bila nak bungkus dia i was crying...tak tahan sebak...at first masa amik dia memang dia tak sihat...i was trying my best nak buat dia selesa...Allah itu Maha Mengetahui dan segala yang berlaku ada hikmah di sebaliknya...comel pun Alhamdulillah sihat bila i was back...but i was informed masa mula2 kena tinggal dia memang tak lalu makan...but to my surprise masa first day jumpa dia...3 packets of whiskas tu tak cukup...she was asking for more tapi tak bagi sebab 3 packets tu kira da banyak...thanks to my housemate sebab tolong jagakan comel while i was away...

Now lets talk about my cuti2 aussie...first day sampai ke bumi melbourne the weather is cold even in summer...the temperature was 12 degree celcius...for me just nice sbb i like cold weather...hehehehe so we took the 8 seaters taxi pegi ke city where my sis tempah hotel kat situ...just to freshen up sblom jalan2...the thing is when arrived at melbourne airport we were divided into 3 groups...1 group going direct to adelaide by flight which consist of my nephew alone...then 1 group will stay in melbourne for 2 days and then went to sydney by flight then stay there for 2 days and then fly to adelaide...this group consist of one of my sister and her husband...and the last group will take a train to sydney that night and stay there for 2 days then take a bus to melbourne again and stay for a day and then take a bus to adelaide and i was in this group...this group consist of me, 2 of my sisters and a nephew and a niece...and i was given an authority to lead this group...even i was the youngest but i guess i was matured than most of my sis...hahahahahaha before the trip i had done a lot of research so that our journey will become smooth and i make sure all the trip was planned accordingly and the tickets being booked early...they said during summer a lot of people will travel and we were there just before christmas...so i guess like malaysia jugak...during festive season tiket mesti sold out...

Hmmmm lunch hour da over...so i guess i need to stop nak sambung keja plak...gambar2 semua kat dalam my sis's laptop...so that need to be published later...see ya n take care...

Wassalam