Late last night...

Hiding from the fright

Assalamualaikum...

Semalam i was doing some thinking...why sometimes when we want to run away from something or someone...they become more closer...they keep coming and haunting us until at one point we just gave up and just let it be how it wanna be...after some time...it become worse when we start to get use to their existence and we know we gonna lose them in near future...and once again we try to create a gap but we are afraid what will be the outcome...because this time it can make us feel miserable as we had invincible connection to them...the connection that was not easy to get rid of...i was thinking about it till i fell asleep and forgot to wash my feet...and guess what...i had a nightmare...it was not really a nightmare but the feel i got out of it was the worry of losing something or someone while we had them...i dunno how to explain it but i hope it will go away as it keep me thinking till i was on my chair in the office this morning...

But life goes on...we not only have one thing to think in life...there are a lot more...so i guess i need to brace up myself and keep moving and hope i'll be ready when the time come...i've lost a lot in life before so losing once again may just add up to the old list and it will take some time to absorb it...do pray for me...AMIN

Wassalam