Missing my life...

Assalamualaikum...

Da lama tak buat catatan kat sini...sibuk memang sibuk sampai masa utk diri sendiri pun mcm da takde...kadang2 rasa sedih but what to do...life goes on...rindu ngan family yang duk jauh2...luckily i also have family near me right now...hehehe eventhough kadang2 gaduh2 kecik...that what makes it more sweeter to have family nearby...baru terasa suasana family...guwau2...gaduh2...manja2...mengada2...n what happy family do...loving and take care of each other...i love my family very much...thank you for making me smile even on my hardest day...

Baru sekarang terasa masa dengan family semakin sikit...eventhough selalu calling2 but its different...even my time with friends pun da sikit...e-mail...sms...calling...friendster...facebook...bla bla bla...still not enough...bila boley face to face baru la dikira sebagai true time meeting...

Sekarang i have to devote my time more to my job...i enjoy my job and i know sekarang tanggungjawab makin berat...i can't let down what people expect from me...after some incident...i knew i have to sacrifice my time for my job...i have to manage my life so that i have time for myself...my family...my friends...my pets...and most important for Allah...now i need to learn good time management...

My tido time da kurang...thats good...even on weekends pun tido tak dipanjangkan...hehehehe now i planted plants...my new way to spend time for myself...looking at the plants growing satisfy me...even watching my pets sleep also make me feel really calm...oh i got a new cat named BIRU...i'll post her pics later and also the plants' pics...she's still adapting with new life...even comel need her time to welcome new friend in her life...

Last few months i had been into facebook...meeting my long lost friends since 1996...wah...masing2 da ada kerjaya yg mantap n family yg bahagia...for me...i only got 1 out of 2...still waiting to build the 2nd criteria...i wonder who and when that will be...some of them ada yang like me...ada yg da separated...ada yg 'over' enjoyed their life...masing2 ada hal masing2 but still terkejut with some of them...yeah after almost 10 years tak jumpa...they are planning a reunion...hehehehe still can't make up my mind nak pegi ke tak...

Since puasa i had been in training...quite memeningkan sebab its new and i was handling 2 totally different department...finance and design engineering...hahahahaha but i guess now i become good at both fields...but i'm still learning and try to cope with both fields...sebab tu la i need to devote more time to my jobs...doakan for me...hope after my long holiday in december...i will be a new and better person in Islam and my job...

Sometimes takut sebab umo makin meningkat...eventhough kerjaya makin stabil but i'm still alone...besides my family...friends and pets...thats it...but i guess Allah knows best...He already have plan for me...Alhamdulillah...bersyukur dan redha...

Tomorrow....hmmmm its already 1.27 a.m and its today....not tomorrow...in less than 7 hours ada gotong-royong at my area...then ada kenduri di dengkil...going with my best friend...her officemate kawin...so just temankan dia...before this masa training mana ada masa on weekends...last weekend starting my merdeka weekend...so last week i try to peram my tido on sunday but tak berjaya...hehehehe i guess my body can't accept anymore sleep...so i woke up basuh baju n kemas2 umah...buat pape yg patut...then cook food...hehehehe da lama tak masak...main2 ngan comel and biru...masa ni both tak boley duduk dekat lagi...but today still the same...when one of them at the living room...another one will be in the kitchen...can not duduk in one place yet...one of the SPCA volunteer i met told me...it will take at least 2 weeks for them to get use with one another...so i guess by next week they can play together...

Exactly after my training on saturday last week i went out to celebrate my merdeka...only makan2 n beli2 barang je...then me n my best friend duduk2 kat bangku sambil tgk2 org lalu lalang...actually that was the first time we duduk melepak mcm tu...ada la about 1 hour jugak...or i guess lebih...lost track of time...seronok jugak tgk gelagat org...just looking on different view of life...banyak gak teori yg kitaorg reka2 sendiri...but at the end of the day...its only for fun...

So i guess i need to stop for now...kali ni tak sempat nak upload pics lagi...maybe next time...feel sleepy already...take care...luv my families...friends...pets...me myself...

Wassalam

Alhamdulillah selamat pergi dan balik

comel kena kerumun...muka cam seram je

rendang daging pertamaku

3 askar bersedia nak gi solat raya

keta beratur

comel tido cam dia la yg drive

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah selamat pulang ke besut dgn selamat bersama2 ngan comel dan pulang semula ke west port dgn selamat bersama2 ngan comel jugak...

balik ke besut ari tu on the 27th September...bertolak dr umah pukul 12 tghari...itu pun lepas da siap2 kemas dan pastikan semua da selamat kat umah tu baru bertolak...da niat dalam ati nak bawak 60 km/j je sebab malas nak rush2 balik...Alhamdulillah jalan lengang jadi perjalanan pun lancar je...sampai di hentian r&r gua musang dlm kul 5...berenti buat pape yg patut...masa tu memang da bawak bekal dr umah...hehehehehehe masak maggi goreng + burger ayam + cili sos je...standby utk berbuka sbb memang da budget akan sampai lepas waktu berbuka...awal2 perjalanan tu tak yah citer la si comel bising je...buat itu tak kena...buat ini tak kena...sambil2 drive tu duk asyik layan dia je la...tapi bagus gak ada comel sebab tak mengantuk...last2 dia duk diam kat selimut dia n tido...hehehehehe berenti berbuka kat dalam keta je tepi jalan kat somewhere kat machang...masa tu ujan plak tu...mkn pulak mknan sejuk...sayu je...tapi semua tu kenangan...ni first time balik beraya drive sorg2...sampai umah kakak dlm pukul 9 mlm...

esoknye last minute shopping raya...kat jerteh tu jam teruk...eeeeee town planning hancur...ni nak kena komplen kat MDB ni...comel plak masa ni still malu2 kucing lagi...duk je dalam bilik tak nak kuar...jumpa org pun buat bunyi marah...jadi tinggalkan je la dia kat dlm bilik tu...anak2 sedara tak yah cakap la nak usik dia...

on the 29th tu buat majlis berbuka ngan family...masak sendiri with my sis...walaupun penat tapi seronok sesgt sebab ramai yg duk puji masakan...[hehehehehe kombang idung den...semua lauk memang licin]...ni antara menu2nye...sup daging, sambal tempe, ayam masak merah, kerang rebus, daging goreng ngan kacang panjang...ada lagi lauk tapi da lupa...hehehehehe yg puas ati sebab semua lauk abis...tak membazir...masa ni comel still berkurung dlm bilik...

on the last day puasa buat persediaan utk raya...masak rendang daging...actually ni first time masak rendang daging sebab rendang bukan masakan tradisi org terengganu or kelate...lama la jugak masak dia...start tengahari sampai masa waktu berbuka baru selesai...masa ni comel da berani kuar bilik...

on first raya pegi melawat kubur arwah mok n aboh...lepas tu gi umah sedara2...balik je ke umah...one of my sis tepon bgtau dia nak dtg bawak one more family ipar dia...hmmmm apa lagi...projek memasak lagi la...kali ni pun Alhamdulillah semua beres ngan jayanye...masak spaghetti bolognaise daging, ayam kuzi, sambal tauhu, sup daging...lauk2 lain da lupa...masa ni sekali lagi comel menyorok dlm bilik sebab org ramai...

2nd day raya buat roti jala...sodap n da terer nak men'jala' da...tapi still tak cantik sgt rupa dia...surprisingly comel hari ni merayau kat kebun getah blakang umah...ewah ewah da berani dia...padan la petang tu masa cium dia bau semcm...

3rd day raya pegi umah ayah sedara sebab ada kenduri kesyukuran...hari ni da penat jadi sesape yang datang hidang kuih raya ngan roti jala jugak...comel hari ni pun sekali lagi merayap kat kebun getah...pagi2 da kuar umah...nasib pandai balik sendiri...

raya ke-4 bertolak balik...bertolak tghari jugak...comel masa ni mcm tak nak balik...pagi2 da kuar merayap...by the time nak balik nasib ada kat umah...kalau tak jenuh nak mencari dalam kebun getah tu...masa balik tu jamnye tak yah citer la...di bandar jerteh da sangkut...pastu dr machang ke kuala krai pun jam teruk...lepas kuala krai ok sket...pastu start dari gua musang ke lipis jam lagi...sampai kat merapuh hujan lebat jadi last2 decide berenti kat lipis tido kat situ sebab da nak mlm...lampu keta pun tak elok sgt...masa tido kat situ...seludup comel masuk bilik...hehehehe nasib dia tak bising...bungkus dia dalam selimut dia n masukkan ke dalam beg...masa naik lif ada gak dia gerak2 tapi tak berbunyi...nasib la tak kantoi...pandai dia...

pastu esoknye bertolak balik pukul 9 pagi...masa ni pun jam teruk...nak masuk raub jam...pastu nak masuk bentong pun jam...kat karak highway pun jam...nasib kat kesas tak jam...sampai kul 2.30 ptg kat klang...singgah beraya jap...kul 5 baru sampai umah... leganye... semuanye ok...

anyway kena gak bebel ngan abang sebab balik sorg2...mmg nak balik tak bgtau dia sbb da tau mesti dia tak bagi...hehehehehe jadi tahan telinga je la kena bebel ngan dia...

ok la...ada keja nak kena buat...

Wassalam